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The situation is this:
My acne has gone berserk. My hair is trying to kill me. My teeth are trying to kill me. I need new glasses because my eyes keep going wrong. My skin is going moldy. I have about a bajillion new stretch marks that have appeared out of nowhere. None of my clothes fit, and I can't find any new ones that do either. I haven't stopped sweating since February, I can't breathe properly at the best of times, AND I have to see Dr Fonze on Thursday, and then get belittled by the medical exam people next week.
In short, my self esteem is THROUGH THE FUCKING FLOOR. I mean, more so than normal.
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My acne has gone berserk. My hair is trying to kill me. My teeth are trying to kill me. I need new glasses because my eyes keep going wrong. My skin is going moldy. I have about a bajillion new stretch marks that have appeared out of nowhere. None of my clothes fit, and I can't find any new ones that do either. I haven't stopped sweating since February, I can't breathe properly at the best of times, AND I have to see Dr Fonze on Thursday, and then get belittled by the medical exam people next week.
In short, my self esteem is THROUGH THE FUCKING FLOOR. I mean, more so than normal.
Anon commenting is on. Have fun. Tell me stuff anonymously you're too chicken to say to my face.
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Date: 2010-05-26 05:18 am (UTC)I don't know what else to say but I do know that you are an extremely intelligent, sensitive, caring person who has been kicked in the teeth by life. You are going through a really bad spell when everything seems to be working against you.
I can't make it better. You can't make it better right now. Stef can't make it better, but she is by your side. Doctors might make it better, but time is your best bet for making it better.
No 'Gung-ho! Hang in there!' speeches. Just ♥hugs♥.
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Date: 2010-05-26 04:34 pm (UTC)This is gluten fog and life in upheaval and adjusting to medication.
This will go by.
This will get better.
You are capable, smart, dedicated when you want to be.
You can and you will get through this.